snake is related to discernment and because the snake hides. we need to see snakes or realise they are there to avoid or stomp them.

 snake is related to discernment

snake eyes

and because the snake hides. we need to see snakes or realise they are there to avoid or stomp them.

Leech spirit and discernment of spirits

 I've been attacked by leech spirits

there was a woman begging for money. her eyelashes were like dark arrows and her eyes were wet and glassy, her face was swollen.

i thoughti  should give her $2 first only then ask her why she's out there. i was measuring mroe money in my heart to see if God wanted to give to her and how much. It took me time I still wasn't sure in the end maybe because of my health issues, or because I didn't have enough faith in the past i don't know, to stabilise myself. So i decided to give her small amount nad proceed from there. She said she was supposed to go to work that day but didn't go so she was collecting money for food. We were at the stairs with people passing by and i was uncomfortable for various reasons I couldn't think straight, i also didn't know, should i get up, then think outside before going down, or should I give her there? I couldn't decide but I felt tired. So I grabbed more money to give her. I wouldn't write this to show I gave money, the bible says not to let others know, I am writing it becuase I felt like someone had pinched something out of me. Like a bad feeling. So I figured it must have been a leech. Maybe she was fakely expressing more need for sympathy or help than what would be appropriate, and I got lost in that energy. Maybe I got lost because I didn't have discernment? Because I sinned and also didn't properly do the things I need to do to get the discernment.  I thought maybe discernment is differentiaing one thing from another. An unfair leech spirit vs what would be in my heart to give and what would God want me to give.

it looked similar to that of another homeless guy who kept begging people for a ciggarratte. his legs were hurt apparently when he worked as a chef, because he overworked them. he thought h1713r was right. what i thought is what if he looked down on disabled people and then became disabled because he overworked himself to keep proving hes's superior. or maybe others wanted too much from him idk i kin da doubt that tho. in the end he sent me to buy a patron alcohol for him he gave me the money its just that he struggled to walk himself. in retrospect i shouldnt have done it. the guy next to him told me he was using me and had his head dwon when i left. i think he was right. it was stupid of me. i was kinda afraid of disagreeing with him because i'd have to come off too mean, i  dont fully know if thats related to my jaw issues, strugglign to regulate my tone and stuff, if i'd disagreed with him. ia lso liejk to hurt people who dontu nderstand basic language.

i also hated that other peopel would consider someone who says no to be just shy and to need encouragement to be pushed and pressured. i hated that. why cant u make ur own decisions but want someone else to push and pressure you? was it fair of me to judge them that way? maybe we are all different. maybe narcissims is related to struggling too much to deal with all other people's differences, althought maybe it's that they always expect you to do more for them, than they to you, and theres different people who each feel superior and don't want to do stuff for you, so you become exhausted form everybody;'s bullshit and and domineering. 

how you get manipulated and lose your inner voice or ability to think.

 how you get brainwashed

people tell you you are bad at thinking and shouldn't think or use your brain.

they tell you you should listen to them and threaten you that you are crazy and insane if you don't.

they make you doubt yourself and lose your discernment.

what you believe is what your brain can get wired to. so if you believe them you get wired to get lost in them. 

so you can feel benefited for someone to tell you to believe something correct, or to believe your own inner voice or to try to listen to it.

fear of criticism or judgement, in words lets say, can make you not be able to think or do things because you're trying to avoid criticism

they tell you to talk and repeat and do things when you aren't ready. they command you and do not let you command yourself. they try to break your conscience. sometimes what you think is right can turn out ot be wrong, that's true.

low vibrational music forces your body a certain way.

people's tone and emotional expression when it's not good to mirror.

they make you think from their perspectie but don't think from yours. they make you argue form their prespective and don't argue from yours. they have more mental bandwith which is also related to phsyical wiring in present to think about what they already think and try to manipulate you.

they teach you to not have self respect, and then humiliate you for not having self respect. answer: you deserve respect.

the problem with having no self respect/not believing you are respectable is that you can try to please others or talk from their perspective because yours isn't inherently respectable which shows in your tone. and they don't contorl themselves or lack awareness or don't try to have it to not hurt you or to respect you. what happens is the external thoguhts or forves overwhelm you and you get lost.

im not sure what is the function of respect, because what's true is true regardless of given respect, but since people treat you based on perceived respect, and maybe your own body reacts to commands of respect it can make you succeptible to external influences to the point of not being able to think properly.

when you can't think you can copy and immitate othres thats how the hivemind tries to consume you.

tree human

air  metnal plane - commands communication, shared with others, thoughts, things you see hear feel sense whatever

earth - body, clay, molded

water - reGENEration, reproduction, restoration, softens clay

fire - motion and emotion, hardens clay

seeds need water to grow. air disperses them and polinates the earth

WORD

are sWORDs 

in tarot the sword cards are related to the air element. words define concepts, cut them into shape, separate one from another, discern, differentiate.

swords can be tools to sculpt the shape of the clay

GENitals

related GENEration

and GENEs come from them

root chakra is where the reproduction organs are. Saturn is exalted in libra (hips and butt, stability). Sacrum is sacred. saturn/chronos was a god of time and related to harvestingg grown seeds

root chakra is related to stability, money, being able to walk, groundedness

like a tree, we have roots below, seeds, spine is the tree body, and our neurons are like branches with leaves.

fruits grow in the brain's branches when the water from the roots and seed nourish it

men hating beauty

 a lot of men conflate beauty sensitivity grace manners awareness emotional intelligence carefulness and gentleness with weakness inferioty and gayness and try to hurt punish mock and ostracize men who posses or use those qualities, that women like, because they nurture and care for her and make her feel good, and the other men are self righteous and want the women to feel bad, and are insecure aobut themselves so they make themselves sick and ugly and overworked and nasty intentionally because they believe that's what succeeds in the world. even if the guy is beautiful and has good eyes sharp jawline he can be considered feminine because he's attractive.

soul ties

 soul tie information from witches and also a bit from christians, christians who have heard it from witches

soul ties can happen between believers or friends,

but there's also soul ties which can happen from having sex with someone. someone said this can even happen from sexting.

 i don't know how exactly it works, but there are ungodly soul ties. you are supposed to only have sex in marriage,

i would also advise you to be careful whom you marmy, i don't know God's plan for your life, but you should probably ask God that's what I think i don't know if I;m wrong, but it makes sense to me.    

there was a story about a man and a woman, i don't remember if the man or both went to a witch, for her to make a spell or enchantment i don't recall to make them inseparable. but then the man and the woman fell apart and the woman was getting sick, nauseous and throwing up a lot over the course of a month and maybe was getting worse, so a christian had this vision or something and had to break the spell somehow i don't understand.
there are youtube videos about soul ties from witches, ex witches and christians

some people say the reason many porn stars and sex workers are ill, besides traumas, can be from soul ties from many partners. I am not saying any of this to judge, i am saying it to warn, and ask God whoi g it to helphelp you and ask Jesus Christ for help.

self sabotage

 Self sabotage

can come from fear of achieving too much,

others being jealous and tearing you down.

being afraid you may not remain balanced when you achieve or get too much. losing previous adaptations and becoming used to comfort, then not wanting to give it away when you have to move on.

Achieving too much but not growing in other areas to maintain previous needed adaptations, and also ability to achieve it again, and also ability to maintain or grow it and manage more.

Environmental changes which aren't understood or the previous adaptations somehow struggle todeal with the new demands.
Then what would be the reward in growing the wrong adaptations for the new environment if it can change again?
Is it genuine solid growth or is it just a reaction?
And then if you manage with the old and the new, is that just a temporary thing just before a bigger crash, or what is it?

fapping loses your energy and makes you weaker. emotions is energy motion. time is money. money is related to food and energy. do not waste energy. hurrying up can make things not work and thus cause issues with energy. there's certain times and certain rules.

How to differentiate society pressuring us to behave one way vs God? How to differentiate the emotional or energy in our body?

slave morality is made up

 

Mother and slave morality

INFJ mother gives to others and self sacrifices bc shes afraid they will die if she doesn’t

this can also translate to “they will be set back so let me help them this way”

then they go full of themselves, they don’t remember or even understand the help they got. T tpyes may be worse at understanding human relations thus relying on achievement to get beneficial social feedback and emotions, bc they don’t understand the other ones. Then they don’t think about giving to others bc they don’t relate to them well too, and being given to, they think they earned things bc they don’t understand again that other ppl helped them and such complex stuff. Then they feel reluctant to give to others and also forget the mother. Through manipulation I could absolutely ruin their life. So this becomes a burden on me. Iw ant them to be stronger and more aware, so they can nderstand complex informaiton and help me, instead of burdening me with their issues. I helped them bc they were burdening me and feel like victims too. They don’t understand others and social dynamics, so they resort to feeling like vicitms any time there’s conflict so they are always right and have ot be given more and to understand more. So b c ur not perfect u can end up hurting others even if u don’t intend to, and vice versa. So u need to forgive them and also urself and try to fix it, which is a form of servitude. If soemone hurts u, bc they are dumb or ill, b c a person whos strong wouldnt do it, u need to be patient with the mfor them to get better. Sometimes u need to hurt them more perhaps, in a particular surgical way, not too much and not the wrong way, for example if they don’t understand why but also arent capable of thinkin about it in the moment perhaps, or if its not appropriate to make them, and sometimes maybe u have ot hurt them and they have to cry about itand they have to figure it out and think about it idk. and not too little so they are just not repsonsive to it. But even hurting them can be smth against ur own will but good and necessary, and if u weren’t blind u wouldnt see it as bad. Perhaps. So slave morality is made up. as soon as  you care about someone you have to be their slave in some form because it means to serve them. people who think they have it all figured out and are above others are narcissistic. perhaps not always, or sometimes some of them have figured more than others and have been treated unfairly. im talking about that yes theres entitlement and unfairness and u should be mindful of it, also im not here to condemn or judge others with my limited understanding. people say being indecisive which can come from this ujnderstanding is feminine and the bible says not to lean on our own understanding. it also says smth like we're Jesus' bride. He's our authority. on earth husbands have authority over their wives given by God but not one that goes above God, and i dont think one that justifies abusing them unfairly (again servitude may involve some sort of sacrifice but someimtes u also dont feel like ur doing a sacrifice by serving others. it can feel nice and whatever or wanted,m not like ur getting harmed. so im not saying ot oppress ur wife, and that if u dont think something is oppression it doesnt mean its not.)

  im talking about potential relationship dynamics regarding T types but i dont mean that all T types are like that or that F types cant be like that.

Images of pedophiles, child molesters, visual identification

 

AI generated pedophilia ^

richard huckle

cedric charbit balenciaga CEO

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red between the white of the eye and the outline of the eye/the inner side of the eyelids

Peter Scully

nathan larson

 

yanomami woman who may have been raped or sold her children for sex

why does working out quiet the brain?

Is there any relation between psychopathy and cluster headaches?

 

 

Jesse Gusta

, B.A Economics & Psychology, University of Manitoba (2018)

Answered Oct 12, 2017

I can't find any. However I can tell you that if I'm experiencing one and you don't leave me alone, you'll be dealing with me mask off.

They were diagnosed like a year ago. I thought nothing of them until I answered a question on here about the most painful thing a human could experience and saw people mentioning cluster headaches.

I always thought not much could be worse (boredom is worse. I prefer a cluster headache to boredom. Which is very frustrating now that I know how painful cluster headaches actually are) then what I felt while having a headache.

They disrupt my sleep and I wasn't aware, but every night around 3 am I can't sleep and feel horrible.

Here's the thing. I don't actually feel the pain. I've felt it twice in my life but not in 8 years. But I still react like I'm feeling the pain. It drives me crazy because I can't stop moving (we thought I was stemming due to being overwhelmed which contradicted the psychopathy and caused great confusion) and want to smash my head against things to make the “pain” go away, but there is no pain.

On top of that this is when I “leak”. I've posted elsewhere on here about crying without forcing it but it's just a weird leaking of water from my eyes. There's also the sinus issues.

Best part! Triggered by anger lol. And exercise and the raising of body heat.

I get mad, go workout amidst 10-50, 18-24 yr olds at the universities gym and it feels like my head is gonna explode. Because it turns out all three would be triggers lol.

So many thing I've been reacting to which appeared to be feeling caused situationally… contradicting the psychopathy and preventing me from making progress.. all caused by these headaches.

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exercise results in muscle tension to keep ur body balanced for the position and exercise u are doing. this is varies between people - there are different muscles that hold ur body together in different people. everyone today is using their body wrong due to hard labour, chores (using the body in inappropriate position for prolonged time), wearing shoes, sitting, looking at screens and close range objects. ur body works holistically.

 

exercises are most of the time specific movements done by reps. this result in muscle imbalance and thus postural problems, on top of it being done while wearing shoes. ur cranial bones move and are held together in ur specific head shape by whatever muscles ur body is using posturally

https://youtu.be/cXongSGqJyg

 

this video is extremely important for the idea of waht i mean. however the guy is wrong about some things like needing to wear shoes. its true that using ur muscles improperly without shoes can make ur body even more stuck since ur shoes are soft and the ground is not, however that is a bootleg solution lol.. its impossible to use ur body properly while wearing shoes. 

 tension gets send throughout ur body improperly making ur bone structure worse, causing wear, and making ur body more stuck in itself, and as he explains a lot of exercises make the problems worse, while there are no or most people dont do the counter exercises necessary for proper muscle balance. no one has the time for that.

 the carnial bones moving and causing pressure can also get stuck. ur body is a mix of movemnet and static, nothing is one thing only. people's brains are damaged and stuck. ur eye muscles, ur tongue muscles, swallowing palatal and breathing nasal muscles are all related and used posturally. this is why anxiety makes it hard to breathe or u over breathe or whatever it is - its muscle tension that cant get resolved so ur body is trying to overcompensate, this also pressures ur brain and distorts ur thinking.

 

this is why great insights can come when ur lying on the seat or bed or couch sometime but as soon as u get excited, wake up more, start moving everything disappears. this is why we have great ideas at night and morning but for some reason all of those great things get lost during the day.

laziness is caused by brain lacerations and dysfunctional muscle use cranial bones rubbing against ur brain - the brain and nerves getting damaged makes u feel tired, so ur body is signaling u need to rest to rebuild itself. however what happens is that those connections in the brain about poor muscle use get even stronger the longer u dont change them - the more u exercise them, the harder it is to stop. 

MEWING MAKES U EMOTIONALLY STUCK - CANT EXPRESS OR FEEL

 

 

 

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