сряда, 11 март 2026 г.

Crippled by Mewing - antimewing repost.

 


something to look at - antimewing repost

 

Mewing is dangerous - reposted from reddit

 

Mewing is dangerous

Mewing ruined my life read

Mewing involves muscles which have originas and insertions all over the skull. The pressure accumulates and compresses the brain. Black people have bigger jaws teeth and tognues which makes their face potrude more. Monkeys have bigger and longer jaws and smaller craniums. Humans make their food tender so their jaws got smaller. People in africa eat way tougher food. The difference of usage of all those muscles results in different skullshapes and different personalities and cognitive abilities. Autists and higly sensitive people have the same difference of cognition and growth between them and neurotypicals as between monkeys and neurotypicals. Psychopaths have trouble yawning cuz that muscle for yaning releases the part of the brain responsible for empathy, conscience and actual sociability (as you want to yawn when you see others yawn through empathy) They are charming cuz mewing makes them super chiseled. Same goes for crying. which are bigger in autistics and HSP but in some of them they are inhibited maybe exactly because they are bigger This ruined my life and I can't unlearn it. I saw multiple threads of people talking about if after it was too late. Someone of them even made another list of threads about other peopel who said the same. I contacted multiple people with also the same experience. Mewing is also responsible for schizophrenia, ALL cluster B personality disorders and transgenders. Perhaps you can inherit habits or different muscle strength and relationships.

https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-qualities-of-a-psychopath/answer/Bryan-Bone-1

https://www.quora.com/If-my-family-history-might-predispose-me-to-developing-schizophrenia-is-that-inevitable-or-can-I-reduce-my-risk-through-lifestyle-choices-like-avoiding-recreational-drugs-choosing-a-less-stressful-college-staying/answer/Bryan-Bone-1

https://www.quora.com/Is-there-a-link-between-autism-spectrum-introversion-high-intelligence-creativity-and-transgender/answer/Bryan-Bone-1https://www.quora.com/Is-there-any-relation-between-psychopathy-and-cluster-headaches?share=1

below is other people who understood.https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/bnrrvw/facial_bone_structure_in_relation_to_the_brain/

https://www.reddit.com/r/Mewing/comments/bnqssd/possible_side_effects_of_mewing_on_brain_function/

https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/d0vbd9/pressure_on_head_from_mewing/

https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/a5d23a/headaches_because_of_mewing/

https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/d8qtz0/mewing_effects_on_cognitive_ability/

https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/d8fftv/what_have_your_negative_experiences_with_mewing/

This guy had multiple posts and you deleted them. I also saw the post from this guy which has also been deleted on this sub.https://www.reddit.com/r/Mewing/comments/ihhz6x/brain_damage/

So all this bull has been going around. And no one did anything you even deleted some of the posts. This is real you ruined my life and you did nothing with this information those people gave you. You were supposed to pin it gold it share it whatever to at least give awareness to people that this could happen so they know what to do or expect. If you delete my post or don't do anything about this you ruined my life. There are like 60 muscles in the head related to mewing its impossible to control them I can't even see them let alone feel them. No this is not just hard mewi8ng soft mewing anything really is the same I confrimed that with multiople people even soft mewing produces those symptoms for them. I figured this is the reason for "lazyness" when u are tired you can block the lower parts of the brain from processing the hormones so you can force yourself to work or whatever. It turns out the laziest people have the highest IQ, similar facial structure and highest cognitive function, which are INFP and INTP in MBTI. They are also the most sensitive and correlate strongly with Autism and HSP. The different types have correlations with differnt disorders. The saying about seeing someone's soul in their eyes is because the facial muscles reararange the bone structure around them as well as the eye muscles themselves which is why probably people need to wear glasses without established genetic factors, as well as the pressure causing brain damage so that of course their "soul" (psyche) changes. Share this everywhere. I want to kill myself but I have to let everyone else know this before.u/ProfJohnMew please see this the "you" is refering to other redditors who ignored me I need you to make people aware.

Multiple disorders fluctuating thats how I figured it was the cause of all of those things. U have different brain parts responsible for different things and connections and how they work. The skull collapses on them differently depending on how you use your muscles which is different for each person which is why we have different personalities and why smart people tend to have bad facial structure etc. It is way too much information that's why I showed links. I can't remember everything and say it any time I want to as well.

Sadism. I wanted to fap but the desire was replaced with discomfort and pain. So the more I stroked the less into it I was but I was really horny at the same time so I kept stroking more furiously cuz I wanted to feel good since it had been months with my pleasure turning into discomfort and dissociation as a result I started associating being horny with pain, discomfort and violenece and my mind was getting aroused by sadistic imagery but I knew that's horrible which infuriated me which made it even worse still I was able to stop myself from sinking into that. I can't cry or feel things only barely and when I cry all those mucles push the bones into my brain and I stop crying it's extremely uncomfortable.

I became psychopathic and grandiose malignant narcissist after hating on god for making the world shitty and I understood he made us to be there for him so he didnt deserve it so I invited him in my body to live life with me but this made me feel no pain have no conscience become completely disinhibited and unable to make sense of reality. If you read the link about psychopathy that is my experience. Then I understood I was evil and I wanted to change so I reverted a bit into a psychopath but no longer with no inhibitions.https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-qualities-of-a-psychopath/answer/Bryan-Bone-1

Sociopathy, narcissism, borderline personality disorder. In all of them you dissociate cognitively from reality which makes you disinhibited, your actions and thoughts erratic impulsive and poorly understood. Thats why they can't form relationships with people.https://www.quora.com/Why-do-borderline-PD-s-say-things-and-say-that-they-were-kidding-or-insist-they-didn-t-say-them-at-all

Schizophrenia also in the link but it didnt get very bad for me FOR NOW.

ADHD difficulty focusing cant form long term episodic memories dissociation from reality everything feels fake i dont feel alive. Cant structure my thoughts. Some guy on quora talked about how psychopaths always have ADHD thats because the corpus callosum part of the brain is flattened and widened in them due to mewing which makes the connections between the two hemispheres thinner and they are supposed to be fat as insulationb of the nerve function which travels the information slower so you can focus on it. Instead in them it osccillates rapidly at a high rate.

I flexed some tongue muscles unintentionally now cuz I was trying to fix my posture but ended up making it worse in other aspects. If I keep it flexed (its somewher along the last part of swallowing) it tugs on my CNS and its like by balls sink into my pelvis it's like being kicked in them but without the pain only really bad discomort it kills my sexual desire and makes my whole body feel as if my nerves are being stretched it's horrible. All the erogenous zones feel like reverse orgasm ball kick constantly without the pain. I also had some dream where I hated my body cuz it didn't feel like mine and it felt as if it was killing me. As I was waking up I realized I had been using that part of the tongue and managed to relax it. I also got arhytimia due to mewing like the beats of my heart are synchronized with my tongue function and as I'm trying to fight with my tongue my heart feels really fucking weird and wrong. Also constant burning sensation in stomach area I thought it was parasytes so I did something about that didn't get fixed noticed it disappears if I hold my head muscles a certain way. I used to have a transgender friend who had all these symptoms in this paragraph as well as panic attacks. I also got panic attacks due to mewing while I had never had them before. It was like my sphenoid bone was oscilating really fast intensely. I realized mewing made be body dysphoric and that's why people are transgender if they cut off their sensitive parts through surgery it won't bother them anymore (their whole body will feel like shit still just not as much.) The organs I mentioned here are actually the 7 chakras spiritual practitioners talk about.

https://www.quora.com/Is-there-any-relation-between-psychopathy-and-cluster-headaches?share=1

Also epilepsy and hot flashes. My eyes are damaged and being damaged I can't look in all directions, focus and unfocus without moving all of those other muscles in a certain manner. I couldn't play video games or watch movies because it made my head hurt it was like the whole world was stuttering in 5 fps and with each stutter and gap between frames there was pain. My friend's retarded brother has epilepsy his eyes are far apart and look in opposite direction assymetrically his facial structure is obviously collapsed, shortened vertically and he has a good jawline with projection. Maybe stupid people keep their mouth open as they have associated that with all the rest facial muscles being open relaxed which is their attempt at maintaining cognitive function. Sometimes I feel the beone below and behind the eyes stabbing them or pressruing them. I got tinnitus on my right side of the face after I got a tooth filling which was higher than the other. To fix my tinnitus I started mewing on the other side so that it was symmetrical which made my tinnitus on the same side worse and gave me tinnitus on the other side.

My gait changed loss of motor coordination and awareness. Every step I took it caused me pain and like mini seizure if thats appropriate term?

Painless headaches but sometimes there is pain cant work out or do anything.https://www.quora.com/Is-there-any-relation-between-psychopathy-and-cluster-headaches?share=1 ALl psychopaths have this read Jesse Gusta's answer that's my experience.

Lots of poeple said thats the symptoms of brain cancer but why would brain cancer get better for no reason exactly everytime I manage to release pressure ?

https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/pseudotumor-cerebri/symptoms-causes/syc-20354031

Pseudotumour Cereberi is a thing. I don't have brain cancer.

It is really difficult to explain the cognitive changes because its as if we have no words for what is happening and it is difficult to understand and u see when ur brain cant do something u cant even think about it. Like some people witth brain damage could only see the right side of things but when asked about it they said they could see all of it. Thats because the brain doesnt get input from brain cells which dont exist so I can't even describe what I have lost. You see in the psychopathy link people with different personality features and facial structure. Every human on earth has different kind of brain maldevelopment due to their myofunctional habits and they all think they are normal. There are changes which we cant understand or describe but they are there. Difficulty forming sentences and understanding objects like I see a tree but I don't recognize it as a tree. Only unconsciously I don't know how to explain it.

https://www.reddit.com/r/orthotropics/comments/knrl3m/hard_mewing_ruined_my_face/ another one

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mewing and whole body muscle function book

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четвъртък, 20 февруари 2025 г.

Leech spirit and discernment of spirits

 I've been attacked by leech spirits

there was a woman begging for money. her eyelashes were like dark arrows and her eyes were wet and glassy, her face was swollen.

i thoughti  should give her $2 first only then ask her why she's out there. i was measuring mroe money in my heart to see if God wanted to give to her and how much. It took me time I still wasn't sure in the end maybe because of my health issues, or because I didn't have enough faith in the past i don't know, to stabilise myself. So i decided to give her small amount nad proceed from there. She said she was supposed to go to work that day but didn't go so she was collecting money for food. We were at the stairs with people passing by and i was uncomfortable for various reasons I couldn't think straight, i also didn't know, should i get up, then think outside before going down, or should I give her there? I couldn't decide but I felt tired. So I grabbed more money to give her. I wouldn't write this to show I gave money, the bible says not to let others know, I am writing it becuase I felt like someone had pinched something out of me. Like a bad feeling. So I figured it must have been a leech. Maybe she was fakely expressing more need for sympathy or help than what would be appropriate, and I got lost in that energy. Maybe I got lost because I didn't have discernment? Because I sinned and also didn't properly do the things I need to do to get the discernment.  I thought maybe discernment is differentiaing one thing from another. An unfair leech spirit vs what would be in my heart to give and what would God want me to give.

it looked similar to that of another homeless guy who kept begging people for a ciggarratte. his legs were hurt apparently when he worked as a chef, because he overworked them. he thought h1713r was right. what i thought is what if he looked down on disabled people and then became disabled because he overworked himself to keep proving hes's superior. or maybe others wanted too much from him idk i kin da doubt that tho. in the end he sent me to buy a patron alcohol for him he gave me the money its just that he struggled to walk himself. in retrospect i shouldnt have done it. the guy next to him told me he was using me and had his head dwon when i left. i think he was right. it was stupid of me. i was kinda afraid of disagreeing with him because i'd have to come off too mean, i  dont fully know if thats related to my jaw issues, strugglign to regulate my tone and stuff, if i'd disagreed with him. ia lso liejk to hurt people who dontu nderstand basic language.

i also hated that other peopel would consider someone who says no to be just shy and to need encouragement to be pushed and pressured. i hated that. why cant u make ur own decisions but want someone else to push and pressure you? was it fair of me to judge them that way? maybe we are all different. maybe narcissims is related to struggling too much to deal with all other people's differences, althought maybe it's that they always expect you to do more for them, than they to you, and theres different people who each feel superior and don't want to do stuff for you, so you become exhausted form everybody;'s bullshit and and domineering. 

четвъртък, 13 февруари 2025 г.

how you get manipulated and lose your inner voice or ability to think.

 how you get brainwashed

people tell you you are bad at thinking and shouldn't think or use your brain.

they tell you you should listen to them and threaten you that you are crazy and insane if you don't.

they make you doubt yourself and lose your discernment.

what you believe is what your brain can get wired to. so if you believe them you get wired to get lost in them. 

so you can feel benefited for someone to tell you to believe something correct, or to believe your own inner voice or to try to listen to it.


fear of criticism or judgement, in words lets say, can make you not be able to think or do things because you're trying to avoid criticism

they tell you to talk and repeat and do things when you aren't ready. they command you and do not let you command yourself. they try to break your conscience. sometimes what you think is right can turn out ot be wrong, that's true.

low vibrational music forces your body a certain way.

people's tone and emotional expression when it's not good to mirror.

they make you think from their perspectie but don't think from yours. they make you argue form their prespective and don't argue from yours. they have more mental bandwith which is also related to phsyical wiring in present to think about what they already think and try to manipulate you.

they teach you to not have self respect, and then humiliate you for not having self respect. answer: you deserve respect.

the problem with having no self respect/not believing you are respectable is that you can try to please others or talk from their perspective because yours isn't inherently respectable which shows in your tone. and they don't contorl themselves or lack awareness or don't try to have it to not hurt you or to respect you. what happens is the external thoguhts or forves overwhelm you and you get lost.

im not sure what is the function of respect, because what's true is true regardless of given respect, but since people treat you based on perceived respect, and maybe your own body reacts to commands of respect it can make you succeptible to external influences to the point of not being able to think properly.


when you can't think you can copy and immitate othres thats how the hivemind tries to consume you.

tree human

air  metnal plane - commands communication, shared with others, thoughts, things you see hear feel sense whatever

earth - body, clay, molded

water - reGENEration, reproduction, restoration, softens clay

fire - motion and emotion, hardens clay


seeds need water to grow. air disperses them and polinates the earth

WORD

are sWORDs 

in tarot the sword cards are related to the air element. words define concepts, cut them into shape, separate one from another, discern, differentiate.

swords can be tools to sculpt the shape of the clay

GENitals

related GENEration

and GENEs come from them

root chakra is where the reproduction organs are. Saturn is exalted in libra (hips and butt, stability). Sacrum is sacred. saturn/chronos was a god of time and related to harvestingg grown seeds

root chakra is related to stability, money, being able to walk, groundedness

like a tree, we have roots below, seeds, spine is the tree body, and our neurons are like branches with leaves.

fruits grow in the brain's branches when the water from the roots and seed nourish it


понеделник, 10 февруари 2025 г.

men hating beauty

 a lot of men conflate beauty sensitivity grace manners awareness emotional intelligence carefulness and gentleness with weakness inferioty and gayness and try to hurt punish mock and ostracize men who posses or use those qualities, that women like, because they nurture and care for her and make her feel good, and the other men are self righteous and want the women to feel bad, and are insecure aobut themselves so they make themselves sick and ugly and overworked and nasty intentionally because they believe that's what succeeds in the world. even if the guy is beautiful and has good eyes sharp jawline he can be considered feminine because he's attractive.

неделя, 9 февруари 2025 г.

soul ties

 soul tie information from witches and also a bit from christians, christians who have heard it from witches

soul ties can happen between believers or friends,

but there's also soul ties which can happen from having sex with someone. someone said this can even happen from sexting.

 i don't know how exactly it works, but there are ungodly soul ties. you are supposed to only have sex in marriage,

i would also advise you to be careful whom you marmy, i don't know God's plan for your life, but you should probably ask God that's what I think i don't know if I;m wrong, but it makes sense to me.    

there was a story about a man and a woman, i don't remember if the man or both went to a witch, for her to make a spell or enchantment i don't recall to make them inseparable. but then the man and the woman fell apart and the woman was getting sick, nauseous and throwing up a lot over the course of a month and maybe was getting worse, so a christian had this vision or something and had to break the spell somehow i don't understand.
there are youtube videos about soul ties from witches, ex witches and christians

some people say the reason many porn stars and sex workers are ill, besides traumas, can be from soul ties from many partners. I am not saying any of this to judge, i am saying it to warn, and ask God whoi g it to helphelp you and ask Jesus Christ for help.

вторник, 4 февруари 2025 г.

self sabotage

 Self sabotage

can come from fear of achieving too much,

others being jealous and tearing you down.

being afraid you may not remain balanced when you achieve or get too much. losing previous adaptations and becoming used to comfort, then not wanting to give it away when you have to move on.

Achieving too much but not growing in other areas to maintain previous needed adaptations, and also ability to achieve it again, and also ability to maintain or grow it and manage more.

Environmental changes which aren't understood or the previous adaptations somehow struggle todeal with the new demands.
Then what would be the reward in growing the wrong adaptations for the new environment if it can change again?
Is it genuine solid growth or is it just a reaction?
And then if you manage with the old and the new, is that just a temporary thing just before a bigger crash, or what is it?

fapping loses your energy and makes you weaker. emotions is energy motion. time is money. money is related to food and energy. do not waste energy. hurrying up can make things not work and thus cause issues with energy. there's certain times and certain rules.

How to differentiate society pressuring us to behave one way vs God? How to differentiate the emotional or energy in our body?

вторник, 6 август 2024 г.

slave morality is made up

 


Mother and slave morality

INFJ mother gives to others and self sacrifices bc shes afraid they will die if she doesn’t

this can also translate to “they will be set back so let me help them this way”

then they go full of themselves, they don’t remember or even understand the help they got. T tpyes may be worse at understanding human relations thus relying on achievement to get beneficial social feedback and emotions, bc they don’t understand the other ones. Then they don’t think about giving to others bc they don’t relate to them well too, and being given to, they think they earned things bc they don’t understand again that other ppl helped them and such complex stuff. Then they feel reluctant to give to others and also forget the mother. Through manipulation I could absolutely ruin their life. So this becomes a burden on me. Iw ant them to be stronger and more aware, so they can nderstand complex informaiton and help me, instead of burdening me with their issues. I helped them bc they were burdening me and feel like victims too. They don’t understand others and social dynamics, so they resort to feeling like vicitms any time there’s conflict so they are always right and have ot be given more and to understand more. So b c ur not perfect u can end up hurting others even if u don’t intend to, and vice versa. So u need to forgive them and also urself and try to fix it, which is a form of servitude. If soemone hurts u, bc they are dumb or ill, b c a person whos strong wouldnt do it, u need to be patient with the mfor them to get better. Sometimes u need to hurt them more perhaps, in a particular surgical way, not too much and not the wrong way, for example if they don’t understand why but also arent capable of thinkin about it in the moment perhaps, or if its not appropriate to make them, and sometimes maybe u have ot hurt them and they have to cry about itand they have to figure it out and think about it idk. and not too little so they are just not repsonsive to it. But even hurting them can be smth against ur own will but good and necessary, and if u weren’t blind u wouldnt see it as bad. Perhaps. So slave morality is made up. as soon as  you care about someone you have to be their slave in some form because it means to serve them. people who think they have it all figured out and are above others are narcissistic. perhaps not always, or sometimes some of them have figured more than others and have been treated unfairly. im talking about that yes theres entitlement and unfairness and u should be mindful of it, also im not here to condemn or judge others with my limited understanding. people say being indecisive which can come from this ujnderstanding is feminine and the bible says not to lean on our own understanding. it also says smth like we're Jesus' bride. He's our authority. on earth husbands have authority over their wives given by God but not one that goes above God, and i dont think one that justifies abusing them unfairly (again servitude may involve some sort of sacrifice but someimtes u also dont feel like ur doing a sacrifice by serving others. it can feel nice and whatever or wanted,m not like ur getting harmed. so im not saying ot oppress ur wife, and that if u dont think something is oppression it doesnt mean its not.)

  im talking about potential relationship dynamics regarding T types but i dont mean that all T types are like that or that F types cant be like that.