сряда, 29 декември 2021 г.

why men go gay

 

it can come from hating women too, for not giving them attention/appreciation, for not accepting their appreciation directed at them.

instead of straight ppl who hate women as kids for giving them attention/appreciation

alpha males fucking up men by making them feel inferior, not letting them fck women, while acting as their friend so they dont fight for it, terms of endearment as insults, "he doesnt mean it in a bad way". helplessness, feeling like their role in society is to serve men. cogntively and emotionally immature, they cling to a more powerful figure that gives them everything. things are how they are supposed to be mentality. thy are supposed to serve powerful males spread their genes as inferior beings in society, instead of being hateful and ruining things just to feel good about their own inferiority < thats what gay ppl who "accept" themselves thing.


homophobes are gay ppl who know their own mentality is something wrong but they curb it by playing into an image they project on thmeslves instead of actually understanding and changing their own cognitive function. gay is born out of stagnated emotions and some particular cognitive processing due to collapsed front of the brain. thats why they have weird faces.


the helpless mentality thats also kind of going with the flow/accepting the good in people as a given is why they are "gay" - jolly or something like that. everything is bad/helpless, u cant affect things too much, so be gay and happy.


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петък, 24 декември 2021 г.

im not ur mom i cant do anything u dont take my advice u are not trying hard enough

im not ur mom i cant do anything u dont take my advice u are not trying hard enough



all ways ppl turn self-reliance into self indulgence and somehow reason that we shouldn't be helping each other. "not my problem"

u are everyone's mom, we are all here, we all have different problems and abilities, we are supposed to do the best we can to take care of each other

 

ppl who have it easy, whose life works out tell others who dont that they are not trying hard enough.


sometimes u cant do anything to help bc u are not trying hard enough, and project on the other person that he isn't. ofc again we all have flaws and problems.


men are insecure but everyone is insecure. men are insecure bc they are afraid of hurting someone and being judged. u can get judged for everything u do or say. women say they dont judge but they do judge, they just mean they dont judge in the sense they would nag u about it sometimes. men dont know whats wrong with them and they dont want to get humiliated/made feel like idiots for exposing their vulnerabilities. problem with feeling like an idiot is helplessness.


men dont engage in stabilizing hobbies like make up or whatever, bc they dont have time, and are stressed about doing it. this makes them alienated from their emotions, anxious or violent. so u get the insensitive chad and the anxious doormat

that are treated like objects of commodity instead of living beings with needs.

transactions of suffering. the purpose of men is war

 maturity

men are born for war bc ppl fuck a lot bc thats the purpose of life so they make many children so they have to kill each other bc not enough resources that tranlsates into rape for women who just have to accept wahtever happens to them and give love to children bc the other option is suicide which makes the men go insane and lone and rape someone else. transactions of suffering


men are out of purpose today so they dont know what to do maybe

thats not all and its not fully right

сряда, 22 декември 2021 г.

Catatonia problems relativity meaning

Catatonia problems relativity meaning

irrational perception 

people can move u. state of unconsciousness, internalization and submission?

 

consciousness is born out of not undnerstanding and contradictions from  the environment

swallow ideas and suggestions that take part in ur unconscious mind and control you. what if u dont agree with it? it can get stuck like an intrussive thought if u dont swallow it and make it a part of urself. yet we have that ability to resist it that makes it stuck, meaning its probably a malfunction to get it stuck. there should be a way to reject it.


stress and problems give u ur identity. a state of not being whole makes u disjointed to act in the world to achieve wholeness, be that food or sex.


thoughts somehow make u blind. somehow when u start thinking u forget everything else and get stuck in a lower awareness focused on the thought. how do u switch from one thought to another? how do u take one thought to another in complex sequences and relationships at the same time so u can actually move.

how to deal with boredom. how to get ideas and creativity. how to get movement in the inner world to project and externalize it in the outward?


u need to create chaos to get movement, to craete difference in youreslf your body how u use it ur thougthts to get movement.

difference is relativity. everything is relative to everything else, everything is defined by everything else

and they are one whole.

everything gives everything else meaning, a ring gets new meaning when someone is wearing it vs when it sits by itself.


identity identifyign what things are, creates rigid and fluid relativity. u need something to move on. if u want fluid u need rigid. if something can be warm this implies something can be colder than the warm.

without identity u have no stability, without stability u are at the mercy of everything that happens to you. if u can identify relationships between things - udnerstand how they work, includes understanding how to manipulate them. understanding IS identity.


there are multiple aspects of identity including intuitive. we internalize what happens to us from the people around us and the environment that molds our identity based on our cognitive physiological faculties


pain is caused by becoming unwhole being torn down. pleasure is caused by becoming whole and fulfilling urself


fixate on doing something bad, call of the void, bc the mind and body are for internalizing. when sommething is bad, it is denied, thus u are unhwhole, to fulfill urself u must do it. if u accept it in ur mind, u dont need to externalize it in reality. when u dont accept it, it takes over u by itself.

вторник, 21 декември 2021 г.

 ASTROLOGY RADIATION VIBRATIONS AND GENES


radiation from astral bodies depending on their relative positions affects us on earth that causes mutations shaping us the way we are and as we live. we have a mind that through electrical signals interacts with the radiation, so we adapt in various ways to the way we are. This is to remind ur conscious efforts do make a difference.

this is related to how we manifest reality through our emotions desires and fantasy too. what  u become aligned with.

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